who am i anymore but a broken shell
why can't i break free of this living hell
without the noise i couldn't respond
does it all have to hurt so well?
maybe i'll leave one day, perhaps drown in a frozen pond
or fall asleep and never see day?
without others i would not need today
when i eat i wonder why
why me, why now, why ponder what may?
all i know is what i wont be me
i will only end up being what you want me to be
to struggle, to hope, it all seems so pointless
i suppose i eat to keep from being completely weightless
you dream
you sleep
you waste and want
i desire and lack what you oppose
all alone wihtout a hope
all together we smoke life's dope
wanting only to be happy, i lose out again
Posted at 07:54 pm by
risqueminds
hmm i smell,
hmmm hell?
maybe i will do well?
goats are demons with a bell,
oops.. i almost fell!
one two buckel my shoe
three four i flew thru the door
five six i landed on sticks
seven eight if your reading this your not straight
nine ten read that again
eleven twelve um.. nothing rhymes with twelve
thirteen fourteen i'm really mean
fifteen sixteen i need a new spleen
seventeen eighteen what a rustic scene
nineteen 20 now gimme your money
Posted at 02:48 am by
risqueminds
inside it burns with the temperance of ice
outside it hurts with a vengeance by millions of bites from mice
above it rains upon my mind, causing brutal conflict once more
below i fall into a puddle, puddle of pain known from before
watching the pain soak deep within my mind
wishing it would end with out being kind
waiting for the release of pride
why must my eyes be open so wide?
without distrust i could not find
within my self being i might have died
but i still hang on for life and death
even if i can't smell my final breath
Posted at 06:13 pm by
risqueminds
im not inspired right now.. this sucks
i want, i desire, i know, you hide
i seek, i look, i miss, you hide
inside it burns with the temperance of ice
outside it hurts with a vengeance like no other
watching the pain soak deep within my mind
wishing it would end with out being kind
Posted at 08:49 pm by
risqueminds
